Throughout the month of July, I’m using Dad’s stories I recorded in the final weeks of his life to share poems about things that were on his mind. I’m dedicating some of the days in July to capturing what he shared with us that was on his heart in these days – and I’m using the actual words from recorded audio, preserving the wording the way he spun it.
Today, I share his fragmented story of his aunt Claudine, one of his paternal grandmother Lena Mae’s nine children, who lost a toe making lye soap in the back yard of her Waycross, Georgia childhood home. There were three girls and six boys, all told, and my grandfather and his brother Virgil were making lye soap in a big pot in the back yard one day. They were cutting the wood to kindle the fire under the big iron pot where they made the soap, and somehow Claudine’s toe got involved. I’ve heard the story two ways: she lost it and she almost lost it. Depends on who tells the story. In Dad’s version, it was just “cut real bad.” When I called Dad’s cousin Kathy, she assured me that part of the big toe was missing because she’d seen Claudine’s foot. She also said it flew into the chicken yard and nobody ever found it.
As I listened to Dad tell his stories, the repetition of common words and phrases led me to choose the Pantoum form, since that is a form that uses repetition. He also had a notebook he kept at his bedside for writing, and it was heartbreaking to see the plummeting handwriting and broken thoughts, like jagged pieces of thick glass on the page. I’m glad that I captured so much audio during these final days so that I can revisit his voice and put the stories into words. A good friend at work, Janette Bradley, inspired me to do this, and I cannot thank her enough for her foresight.
My Great Aunt Claudine
Claudine was bronze, raven-haired, blue-eyed
she worked at the movie theater
fourteen cents bought a ticket to the show
a few more for popcorn and Coke
she worked at the movie theater
had twin sisters ~ Jeanette and Geneva
a few more for popcorn and Coke
Geneva died young of an ear infection
had twin sisters ~ Jeanette and Geneva
her toe cropped up in a backyard cross-saw
Geneva died young of an ear infection
Jeanette lived on to raise a family
lost part of her big toe making backyard lye soap
fourteen cents bought a ticket to the show
stuck her foot on a stump under a cross-saw
Claudine was bronze, raven-haired, blue-eyed
Common Threads 