When She Comes Home

we stand upstairs in

her old bedroom watching deer

graze in the forest

empty nest feelings

come rushing strong when she’s here

happy tear visits

my youngest daughter

home with her forever love ~

a new family

The Muse

folks raise eyebrows at

kids with imaginary friends

holding full conversations

in complete worlds they

never see

but oh,

that kid with the

imaginary friend?

yeah, that one’ll be

a writer, and and that’s

the muse setting the

stage for all the stories

all the poems

all the books

all these memories

this journey that

fuels the pen

Lines

it messes with my

mind and heart, these

Titanic exhibits like

the one in Atlanta,

the Immersive

Experience

(no pun intended,

I’m sure, but I’d

have chosen a

different name)

I learned about the

Titanic as a child when

an elderly couple in

our church were

on the next boat out

late for their honeymoon

on the Titanic ~

the Testers, Mr. and Mrs.,

lived because they were

late, and for all the

cussing I might have

muttered missing my boat,

I’d have learned a

thing or two about

what it means to

let things go

and move on

I can’t imagine the terror

inside the hearts on

those lifeboats

all the loved ones

watching their own

sink to their deaths

in freezing darkness

as they rowed on

I wonder if F. Scott

Fitzgerald started

at the end of Gatsby

and then went to the

beginning to start

again

so we beat on

boats against the current

borne back

ceaselessly into

the past

which is why I

began taking photos

of snippets of

lines in the exhibit

wondering what

poems might

emerge, turning the

grief back to joy

The Lunch Tickets

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we had a third grade

bully who kicked our

shins with her

wooden clogs

and pulled our hair

so we came up

with a plan to

steal her lunch

tickets she

bought on

Mondays for

35 cents each

and turned in for

the count each

day

she was a

child of addiction

poverty without

a mother ~ but a

grandmother

raising her

working hard

to make ends

meet for this

girl, angry at

the world

and not enough

clogs and

shins to fix it

and now

that I see life

from this side

I feel

deep sorrow

for our theft

because we

only hurt

grandma

and our

future

selves

who would

come to

know the

truth

Morning Games

I see his figure

peeking around the sage chair

looking right at me

acting non-chalant

resting briefly to lick paws

he stretches out, yawns

as if he does not

have a burning agenda

playing me a fool

his ball rests nearby

then a thump of his black tail

and a sudden pounce

an invitation

to an early-morning game

that I can’t resist

Prayer Chamber

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I think prayers take a

little travel time sometimes

so I pray pre-prayers

thanking the Good Lord

for His miracles I may

never know He worked

like avoided wrecks

and family protections

like health and safety

I wasn’t surprised

when my son called to tell me

his life had been spared

my morning commute

is my daily prayer chamber

no radio, news

I pray by name for

God’s will for all my loved ones

and I watch God work

Fitz and the Vent

Fitz

Fitz and the Vent

’twas a mystery

that the floor vent was missing

gone; vanished; not there

I asked who stole it

Who would steal a vent? he quipped

I thought we had ghosts

our dog naps on it

in the summer to stay cool

but a Schnoodle thief?

how would he take it?

it’s heavy ~ and he has no

fingers to raise it

why would he want it?

still, my husband checked the bed

it was underneath

we both scratched our heads

he retrieved the vent, replaced

it in his closet

and then we heard it

bumping against the wood floors

when we checked, we saw

Fitz’s collar tag

was caught in the metal slats

as he dragged it out

one mystery solved:

we removed his collar tags

unchained his anchor